when I was a kid and even now when I am a young adult, which I still don’t feel like I ever grew out of my childhood brain. But no matter what project I start or video I record and try and edit there is a question that is always in the back of my mind, “Am I good enough to be doing this?” That is the question that I ask myself every waking moment of the day, it is a thought that stays with me even in the dark recesses of my mind that will always haunt me. As I take another step into my future plans with making this website and getting help to make this an amazing movement of sorts, And I know that I want to change the world for the better, and make people laugh at how funny or how cringy I can be, I always look to my friends for their approval even though I am a grown man and I shouldn’t care what anyone thinks of the work that I put into something to try and make it work. But I am just that kind of person that even though I was physically abused everyday when I was a kid, that those dark moments in my life that I just wanted to die, will never take control of me that I will always be a good person deep down even if I suck at showing it sometimes. I started this movement not knowing what to do, but I did know that I wanted to help people with their own problems at home or anywhere in their lives where they might face them, I just didn’t know how, that’s why I then decided to try to change the world one day. Whether it be just a small chance I still have hope that one day we will live in a world that doesn’t have racism and where nothing bad ever happens to anyone. But maybe I am just living in a fairy tale because in this world it seems like that will never be possible but even if I lose all my friends and I lose everything I have ever worked for in my life I will still shout from the tallest building that I still care about each and everyone of you even if you don’t feel the same about me, and this movement and this uprising will always be here for the betterment of the world as we know it to be.
Welcome to my family, And welcome to our uprising!
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The Uprising 